Thursday, January 31, 2008
Before starting a quarrel,
before picking on someone's bad,
have you ever pause for a moment
and put yourself in the other party's shoes?
Have you ever think of someone's good irreplace of the bad?
Have you ever look yourself into the mirror
before you get to say others?

Think through all these points before you pick on someone.
Cause those words you say may just hurt the other party.
Just that you didn't know.

People around me should know,
I'm those kind of girl who won't get fed up easily,
even if I do, it's only for that split minutes
and even if I flare up, I do appologise aftermath.

I treat everyone good,
walking them to an extra miles,
it's not because I'm naive to believe that everyone will be good inreturn.
But I believe in karma,
what goes around comes around.
Even if you broke my heart, my hardship,
I'll still move on and treat you right.

My heart is a fragile thing too.
Once broken, consider sold.

The things I do/say.
It's all for your own good.
It may seems harsh, it may seems cold.
It may not seems right to you,
But come to think of the long term,
I'm just trying to build you into a stronger person.
Will you take a seat by my side and let me explain
before you pin me to the wall and sentance me to death?

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2:12 PM


Friday, January 25, 2008
I did a inmatured thing last night.
Took 20 I-don't-know-what-tablets yesterday.
And got myself so so drowsy,
with big swollen eyes.

I didn't know how to vent my anger how.
I didn't know how to pour my unhappiness to others.
So I did such foolish stuff to stop the pain for that very moment.

I came so far,
tried so hard to be firm and stand by my two feets,
but nobody seems to be supporting me.
Everyone is telling me that I changed,
and dislike me for who I am now.
Just because the soft-hearted-michelle can no longer be seen.

First xin drifted apart from me then lin.
Friends that I care & cherish most,
that I want to be there for them.

I started to be independent,
to have my own principles in life.
Thinking that I only live once, so I want to live it happily.
Trying to bury my memories, my upset, my past,
looking forward to everyday.

They thought I couldn't compromise,
not putting myself in their shoes.
Then who's gonna put in mine?
When I'm here struggling and fixing my life?

My parents didn't trust me.
I worked so hard,
study so hard.
Being able to juggle between work and studies ain't easy.
But they never once praise me.
But compare me with my brother.
Just because my brother spend more time at home then me.

My grades are far better,
My intelligent is higher,
I see the world in a bigger piece,
I know what's good what'd bad for me.
I support myself,
don't take money from my parents,
instead, I even purchase things for them,
just to put a smile on their face.

It seems like being independent is a crime.
It is not easy to be myself.
It's difficult to be someone people want, people love.
Cause not all gonna appreciate your life.

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2:10 PM


Tuesday, January 22, 2008
Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

No matter how much I struggle,
nothing seems to be right.
I shall stop explaning.
Cause I've said all I could.
It all depends on individual.

So long,
Good night.

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5:05 PM


Thursday, January 17, 2008

Infatuation obliges the person to concentrate on the "object of their affection," therefore, this makes the infatuated person continually think of their "crush." This is seen as all-consuming, which is therefore easily interpreted as love, bringing the afflicted person to proclaim statements such as: "I love..." when they are (generally) romantically infatuated. This inability to identify between infatuation and love brings about the commonly-used phrase: "Love is blind" as the person involved finds it difficult to concentrate on other matters or see fault with the person(s) they admire.


It all seems like a dream which I have woken up to.
Goodbye my love,
I shall see you in my dreams again.

xoxo,
Infatuater.

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5:36 PM


Tuesday, January 15, 2008
She still can't get over it.
Perhaps it's karma.
She starts to wonder if it's true in the first place,
or is it just a play she's into.

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4:14 PM


Monday, January 14, 2008
She's somebody's daughter,
waiting for sombody to love her.

The beep on her cell phone toned down.
And she's still not used to it.

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4:52 PM


Thursday, January 10, 2008
It's weird how two close friend repel over night.
They often make an effort to spend time together,
compulsory once every week or even more.

Exchange messages every single day.
Their topics were of wide range,
but now it's being put to a full stop.

She walked an extra miles just to see her smile,
while the other lend a cold shoulder.
She didn't blame her for not being there for her,
hoping things could be better,
but it's vice versa.

This friendship stopped ticking,
will it ever work again?
It all takes two hands to clap.

Will you clap with me again?
Will you worry for me like you used to?
Will you draw a smile on my face?
Will you tell me that everything's gonna be okay with you around?

I reckon. .

Toddles people.
Love(s) a plenty.

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5:28 PM


Wednesday, January 09, 2008


My addiction for this week.
And reading is gonna be my new hobby.
Anyone interested in chilling over at starbucks and reading books with me?
Gonna lessen down on my night life.

Without so much as a phone call or exchange message,
we had too much of empty space.
You'll still be someone I'll want to rely on.
I'll still be someone who I could let you rely on.

But if ever you're looking for a partner,
remember to put me on the first list.

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4:53 PM


Tuesday, January 08, 2008
I had my first tattoo.
A little cross on my right hand middle finger.
There's more to come.
:D

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4:40 PM


A walk down memory lane.
Hello memories,
Welcome by.

Have I ever told you how much I miss you?

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4:28 AM


Wednesday, January 02, 2008
You made me rely on you,
You made me fall for you,
You made me misses you,
You made me want you,
You made me think of you all day long,
You pull me up & push me down down down.

Perhaps you had an answer in your heart,
just that you didn't know/didn't want to say it out.
That's when alll those cold treatment start coming by.

I still remember how I felt that night
The stars where out and made it all seem right
I guess I fooled myself into falling
Without a shadow of a doubt
I looked straight into her eyes
And that was the night
And I really do miss that feeling.

It's the first day of 2008 and I got so emo.
Everything's wrong and backwards upside down.
This ain't right, ain't right. .

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5:58 PM


& her

MICHELLE.

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& they

Him
Elina
Jolin
Joseph
Lin
Sharon
Sheng Long
Shin Yi
Shu Ling
Shun Long
Shi Wei
Siting
Xin Yi
Yan


& memory lane